W[illiam] P. Gibbons
there have been foreshadwoing symp- toms of heart degeneration, & for near- ly six months I have been prepared to see the disease culminate. She has been mostely confined to her room for 4 months; & her case ter- minated by collapse on Thursday morning last; preceded by pneumonia Within 4 months, my next younger brother Charles ended a suffering ca- reer, & the day before [Mother?] [Kerry?] [word strucken] arrived in N. York, the wife of [C.?] was buried. My Mary is the fourth of our household who has departed in the above [named?] period.She always entertained an affectionate regard for you. Your name has never been mentioned with- out some kind expression of feeling on her part, & she after wished that you would make us a visit.She suffered greatly, but never a murmur escaped her lips. She knew; more from increasing disability than from ought I ever said, that her end was drawing nigh. I could not bear to speak to her of the probabilites of of death.- no one was ever better prepared for the dark journey than herself. To-day I opened her scrap book & recently written with a pencil ["were" written above line] extracts from some of her favorite authors. They are on the inside cover of the first page. Here is one of them:-"A death is only to be felt never to be talked upon by those it touches. Horace Walpole. The [illegible] are her [own? or perhaps now?].But I fear to tire you with remarks which are more absorbing to myself than to any one else. Human troubles are like ripples from a stone thrown into the water. They are heaviest at the point of con- tact, & as they diverge, they become [smaller?] & ultimately disappear.
1884 Dec 20
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