[Page 2] You made in your last letter the remark that in religious subjects particularly we used to sharply differ and if we were to compare notes again we would differ still more. As far as I am concerned we would not for I think I have gone slightly in your direction so that we could not differ more unless the change is with you and you will allow me in friendly candor to surmise the directions of the change. Is it that the grand unvarying and in point of space and time overwhelming epochs and displays of nature have overshadowed the humbler revelations of the Word; There is a God all nature speaks; says one of our great poets but there is no Christ in the rocks or record of him in field or star or forest. May be you have turned the telescope of science upon him coldly in the dim distance calculated his light and bearings and set him down not as the glorious sun of Righteousness the Bright and Morning Star but one though bright yet of greatly less magnitude. Perhaps this talk is too imaginative for a scientific man. Well, has your more extensive knowledge of nature modified your views of Christianity in the direction of partial unbelief you will pardon this [illegible] and it will be all the better if I am mistaken. If this is the case you have my sympathies for you if not with you. So far from taking things for granted on these matters I examined the basis of our faith at first superficially no doubt but as well as I could and have reexamined and reexamined many times since. I have not gone to the depths that you may have gone still at times my faith has been terribly shook. I have hesitated as to course but I could not choose the harder side, so I am where I am endeavoring to do the works of Christ that I am thereby know of his doctrine whether it be true or whether he speaks on his own account and I find the humble practice of his teaching confirms my faith in its origin. I am not high flying towering Christian my flight is close to the earthly and the practical. If I can be good useful to myself and others here through Christ I may be found worthy of a humble place in his eternal kingdom if there is not such a place I shall be as well off as those who so believe. This is the bottom view of the matter. The worst that can come of it thank Heaven it is not the only view. The apostle Paul said if there be no resurrection we are of all men most miserable this was vastly more true in his time than in ours virtue has its own reward.
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c1880 WT to JM
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c1880 WT to JM p 2